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Sharon Kennedy-Nolle
LISTENING TO THE CD YOU MADE FOR ME,
ONE CHRISTMAS TEN YEARS AGO

Entering the homeless/motherless Bronx,
I am now summoned
to listen to your CD, come suddenly unstuck,
after ten spinless years in the player
Eminem is telling me his eight-ball troubles again,
troubles that you loved.
I now listen to a song you said
I would need to love someday,
passing the brown-fringed edge of Orchard Beach,
where small bass gasp on dirty sand,
into the deadly 25 mph camera zone, where rehabbers loose
from the state facility stand, stalled
on the double yellow I crawl along,
avoiding other strays I can’t save,
who stalk skinny in weedy glass-ground parking lots.
I listen to what I can’t help
but hear the words loud and clear
as I follow the ambulance through,
—any will do—
no siren needed
where dusk visitors to Calvary Hospice hunch and hurry
avoiding the Christmas glare, glad to get out
as I did when your grandmother died;
her morphined view of that hard high-rise with its steel-eyed windows,
slits narrowed on this forsaken world
and you gone, God, five years from a habit—
So much hit
says “Mockingbird”
What will I hit?
About the writer:
Sharon Kennedy-Nolle received an MFA from the Writers’ Workshop as well as a doctoral degree in nineteenth-century American literature from the University of Iowa and MAs from Johns Hopkins University and NYU. Chosen as the 2020 Chapbook Editor’s Pick by Variant Literature Press, Black Wick was published in 2021.
Image: The Boy in the Red Vest by Paul Cezanne (1839-1906). Oil on canvas. 31.8 × 33.4 inches. Between 1888 and 1890. Public domain.
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