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Jason Dean Arnold
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Every electrical device in our home needs to be checked
Again checked
Again checked
Again checked
Again.
The light switch doesn’t know that it can’t be controlled
With my mind; I stare at it, examine
. Its resting position.
When I was a child, I would close my eyes to hold the image
As a temporary imprint on the insides of my eyelids.
It would quickly devolve into pentimento, trace, fleshy abstract,
Erasure.
The beauty is in the longing, the lost.
I am losing everything every day, in small moments, repeated
Again.
Again.
I only trust the failure of my memory.
About the writer:
Jason Dean Arnold’s entire career has been devoted to the importance of education, from teaching in the K-12 setting to designing and teaching online courses for post-secondary. He currently serves as the director for E-Learning, Technology, and Communications at the University of Florida’s College of Education. Jason has no ability to compartmentalize. As a result, his writing, visual artwork, and music (and other creative output) are all extensions of his love for learning.
Image: Still Life with a Lamp by Bohumil Kubišta (1884-1918). Oil on canvas. 98 x 74 cm. 1909-1910. Public domain.