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Abbie Doll
m e
m o
r y’s

m e
m o
r y’s
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this defunct light-
-house with a
burnt-out bulb,
shrouded by fog
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an indistinct column on
the verge of vanishing,
fading into the muted grey
horizon, cloud cover infestation
& we’re all a bit blurry, now—
murky polaroids with worn edges
crimped&creased, flecks of forgotten
pasts peeling like paint, assaulted
by the sea, our wear & tear
worsening, waves weathering
& the more we aim to zoom,
the more focus we lose, the
grittier we become (clearly)
clarity’s a vague memory—
this place void of visitors, where
only phantoms dare to appear,
here where the dead tread
—foam spittle ghosts crashing,
pummeling this craggy base
in the bruised light of eventide
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& me, well, i’m a dim shadow
of the beacon i once was,
waiting for that last wave
to shore ~&~ wash it all away
About the writer:
Abbie Doll is a writer residing in Columbus, Ohio, with an MFA from Lindenwood University and is a fiction editor at Identity Theory. Her work has been featured or is forthcoming in Door Is a Jar Magazine, The Bitchin’ Kitsch, and Ellipsis Zine, among others.
Image: Girl with Fruit Bowl by by Thomas Nordwest (contemporary). Digital image. No technical information specified. 2023. By free license.